she says it doesn't hurt.

yea right.

today was an ok day. but now, i feel like shit. pure absolute stinking shit. life definitely sucks. right now.

i wish:
- midyears would come back now.
- people would just say what they really mean.
- people would stop stop stop telling me 'its gonna be ok' because guess what. its not.

and most of all, i wish:
- that i could run away forever.