ok. i got my last paper back today.
ki essay on historical knowledge which really... went much better than i expected. hahaha. it literally saved my ki grade from c to a.
so now, i've been BBAAD. hahaha. i love my grades. i love puns.
oh. and did i mention? i toped level for history. which. is to say the least surprising... but i'm not blind. i mean, winning a race where everyone is walking is... not such a big deal is it?... midyears isnt the one everyone goes all out for. so. its behind me already.

i have been thinking things through. realised that i dont have to rush this h3 shit till year end. i'm gonna be fine... and then, i have to decide whether to apply for a 13th unit or drop to h1 history. but thats still...far away. at least, it feels far away to me now. maybe its because 'so much work cries out to be done' from now till then.

telling the truth is tiring when no one will listen or believe you. so, i'm going to shut up...

very tired indeed.
my body screams out for rest. but i deny it time and time and time again.
no time really.