yes well. nearly everything is back.
its BBAD. i feel bad about it. i dont know. lit is a disappointment and yet... didnt fail unseen. econs was... it sucks to feel that disappointment. i mean... its one thing to fail after giving your all. and its another altogether more painful process to walk away knowing you didnt go all out...the ultimate guilt trip indeed. but it seems, this year, i've walked this way too many times. i'm sick of myself really...

uh. there goes h3 econs right? i mean, its a fucking d aint it...yes, i love karma too.

what the shit.

i dont want to think about it. i really dont. i just... want to pretend it never happened. you know what i mean?...

i'd love to pretend i didnt care. but i think i do. so yea. fantastic.