"... a part of a weary heart that has lived a million lies"
i like this line. yes my heart is weary. and yes. it has lived a million lies. maybe more. maybe less. but all the same... oh well. what have i got to lose now. like i said, i'm going to hell...

so anyway. the last week of school is here. and... it is no surprise that i am way too tired right now. really. just... want to sleep. for a very long time. but i suppose...that really isnt going to happen. not anytime before promos anyway.

haiz.

and my parents really... urg. i cant talk to them anymore. much more conveniet to just shut up, smile and just be happy. i mean, they're happy thinking i'm happy even if i'm really not. so what the hell...

no sleep tonight:

1) econs article: redo. because they just posted what i have to do. and... mine's not very well done.
2) econs case study: by tmr.
3) hist essay outline (at least)
4) Integration tutorials

coffee. water. sugar- whatever it bloody takes.

drowning in work. slow and painful death.... losing the ability to actually write something.

off to... my personal hell.