Numbers give me focus
1) Post prom! aka my (our?) virgin clubbing experience haha. Frankly more fun than I could have anticipated. Cranium and pizza at Dan's was hilarious and retarded. No less because of Bryan's preference for "Star Performer" tasks.
Most embarrassing moment: when I tried and failed to hum "Somewhere over the rainbow".
Thrice.
Urg.
Then everybody (except me and Nick) glammed up for Post Prom. I got laughed at for total inexperience with make up. Including the eyelash curler.
Tottered off to the O Bar at Clarke Quay; hours too early for any prom attendees to turn up so we burnt time on Polar Bear. Yes I know. Very uncool. And I must look evil/ murderous to warrant all the suspicions that I was the polar bear...
Then Charades (yes. Just more uncoolness) But fun all the same! Haha. Daryl's Herbie Fully Reloaded was the best.

Erm. Then the clubbing started.
First off, I discovered, I really am not a clubbing girl. I suppose I enjoyed it cause of the novelty and the people. But essentially, we weren't really "dancing"; just sort of... bouncing along to the beat. There was too little space to really move. And the darkness and flashing lights meant I hardly knew who was around me. Haha. Really.
And there's the issue of sweat. Urg.

But the really really painful part of clubbing is the disorientation of your body clock. We "danced" till 3, I conked out around 5... we finally all woke up round 11... I spent the day sleeping. So never again.
(Ok. Not really. Ask me again in 2 months or so.)

But I suppose I was high on the music; must have been. I was jumping on heels. I can actually barely walk in those things. Haha.

Then we trooped back to Dan's house and crashed. Sadly, not before we took embarrassing pictures out along the road. Which brings me to my next point.

2) I'm now (finally) on Facebook! Yes I know. After ages and ages.
...And if you're my friend you'll be able to see the aforementioned embarrassing pictures.

3) Still highly bored: but getting better. Cause Hong Kong is getting closer! Yay. And I have more books. Which is always a good thing.

4) Today: lunch, shopping and much talking with Lynn. Hmm yes. I realised too. I've known you 6 years now. And its funny how far we've come from the wide-eyed girls we were in the 1 Charity classroom. Kind of unbelievable really. Hopefully we both get where we want to go. Its scary. The dreams we have I mean. They seem so big and so far.

5) Grey's Anatomy: Sigh. I don't like the new intern. And there's not enough Merder. And I don't like Denny's return either.

6) Lessons from Ugly Betty: "Just walk away".
Why is good advice always so damn hard to follow? In short... why is the right choice always the tough choice? I know I know. Life's not fair.
But it doesn't make me feel any better about it.

7) Need. To. Sit. Down. And. Write.
I can do it. No biggie. Just need the determination. I just need to remember why I'm doing it. I just need to... want to do it bad enough. Just.

The best way out is through.