I came back at 11 plus last night and I went to sleep at 12 plus. This morning, my phone vibrated at like 8.10 or so and I shot up immediately. Wasn't even thinking; just instinct to reach out and read even though I had been worrying that it would break my heart.

Just for the record, I wasn't that wrong about my results this time. Comfortingly, the first thing my eyes caught was 4.8. But this time its pure relief, not satisfaction. I almost can't believe that's still my CAP. By a series of lucky coincidences, it is and I am so relieved.

Just like I dreamed, Logic was my stupid downfall. Haha. Raises questions I have to answer though.

1) Still a Philo major? I don't want to give up on the first bump on the road. And I am still incredibly interested in philosophy. I just worry that majoring in it will compromise the likelihood of first class honours.

This coupled with the love, and (apparently) the ability to do well in history, seems to mean that I should major in history.

But I like how philosophy screws my brain.

... I could go on and on.

2) Running out of time. Have to figure out what I want to do with my degree.

3) French. I improved. But it's going to be so much harder if I want to continue from now onwards. So many people returning from immersion. Plus it's time-heavy and I wanna do 6 modules next semester. I wonder if my sanity will be able to take the strain.

... I weighed myself in (the awesome suite in) KL. Do you know, I used to be 52kg.
I'm now 44/5kg!... I am melting away in university I tell you.

The past long weekend was crazy tiring and also crazy. Will post about that later.

For now, as always, I have to make slides for tuition.