My friends; it has been a while since I’ve written! I assure you my hiatus was necessary. I am certainly not the Priestess of Delphi who has a small army of slaves to take care of my daily tasks, I have to be a responsible citizen from time to time and drop the intuitive creativity long enough to make a paycheck.  But… this is a phenomenal week for my comeback. Let’s talk some astrology shall we?
The end of 2005 was a close to a crucial cycle because there were so many planets commingling in fixed signs (Scorpio, Taurus, Aquarius, and Leo). The resulting feeling was one of change and (ironically) feelings of being stuck, a feeling that I personally loath. In astrological terms, it's called a Grand Square and it suggests that change is at hand although the feeling of having choices isn't. Conundrum you say?

You probably don't think about it much, but most change is driven by frustration. In fact, most of everything we do is frustration driven or, better said, to avoid frustration. The great mistress of astrology, Liz Greene, takes this notion one step further when she says that only to the degree there is frustration, to that same degree there can be passion. In other words, you HAVE to have frustration to have passion. Well, let’s just say if you know me I’ve got passion galore and conviction enough to feed the masses, so apparently I live a frustrating life! HA see I told you so! I’m not a brat for nothing!
Luckily, we're smack dab in the middle of Gemini. I say, 'Luckily' because Gemini is the one sign that wants to make sense out of things that aren't so easy to understand. I could tell we were in this sign just by the change in my dreamworld, instead of being in horror all night my dreams were like an Indiana Jones movie, I didn’t want to wake up they were so fun! The fact that we are being influenced by this Mutable (flexible) sign suggests that we'll likely find ourselves capable and willing to address any uncomfortable situation in which we may find ourselves. In fact my dream was just this exact thing, a giant puzzle made up of pieces of earth, pretty neat and I’m bragging about it because usually my dreams involve pain, and torture!

Now why would I mention 'uncomfortable situations' if I didn't expect them? I feel like our minds make more out of the word 'Uncomfortable' than there is really a need to. We do tend to think the worst but I can't think of a single scenario where the urge to feel comfortable wasn't first proceeded by a feeling of discomfort. Why do you go out and make changes to your life? Because you’re uncomfortable! DUH! We just need the contrast, it's that simple, or if your Jon he’d say it’s “because you’re a woman, your difficult” silly man. That's why so many of us like to stir things up a bit just to keep our interest. How many people do you know who profess to seek peace? When really they live a life of uncomfort, frustration, and drama… I’m in the middle of an interesting training issue with a horse owned by a family who professes to seek peace by meditation and therapy, what do they have? A brat of a horse, who demonstrates their duality at every given moment of her being. Moving right along!

Along with all this some of us are feeling as though our self esteem is taking a beating, personally I beat myself up enough, I don’t need help with that. But when I feel unseated I reach for things I know and things that I find truth in. What do I find truth in you ask? Among things like my horses I find truth in myself, and you should to. People ask me how I know what I know and how I know what horses want and need. It’s no secret – you all know too. You came here equipped with a great big red NO button and a great big green YES button. Dr David Hawkins stated that “one of the problems to recognize genius is you have to genius to recognize it” what he means here is that until you recognize your own intrinsic genius in yourself, you more than likely don’t see it anywhere else either.
Until nextime… Sweet adventure movie dreams and don’t forget to reach for those stars and believe in your genius!