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So yeah. There really isn't that much to chat about today. I went to class. Tried to doodle and only got one done lol. Then went to my second class and did work. Teacher tried to get all buddy buddy with me and I was just like UM wut the fook man?

Then my fucking brother called me and sent multiple texts to me while I was in class and he's like Um when do you get out? What's going on? Where are you? BLAH FUCKING BLAH! Shit. So then I headed off to the library to copy some pages of my text book that I need to do my homework and he texts me again: R U OUT? So I just replied: In Library.

Geez, and then he fucking goes Did you call mom yet? And I was like no? Getting the shit For my homework is more important than calling mom and telling her I'm out of class.

So I finished my homework in a few minutes. Which was good. So all I have to do is homework for thursday, and a four page packet for my reading class and I think 9 ½ sections of my math homework though I think I'll just do all that on saturday because I'll be spending the day at home watching my youngest brothers. I plan to also go around the house picking up spare change.

I need money especially if I'll be getting my bus pass. That way I can have money in case I really need to get something to eat. But I'll most likely be carrying a water bottle and some munchies in my medic bag cuz I've been using it as a backpack/purse when the need arises. LOL. I love my medic bag. It's so awesome.

Yesterday while I walkd my 3.5 miles I was able to fit a half inch binder with at least 100 loose leaf papers, ten dividers, and various other hand outs from class, a 100 sheet spiral notebook, a standard 16oz water bottle, a pencil case with 3 mechanical pencils, four pens, and two erasers, then a thin long sleeve shirt and a thin hoodie. So yeah. I FUCKING LOVE MY MEDIC BAG.

Anyways I was wondering what's the whole deal with the third eye.

I was at the airport Jan. 10th waiting for my flight from Philly to San Diego. I was sitting down waiting for the people to say that our flight was boarding and I was very sleepy. I started to nod off.

But every time I started to fall asleep I would feel as if there was an eye in my forehead and I could feel it blinking!



I was wondering if anyone can tell me or at least guide me to the answers I seek.

I have another question for a friend of
mine (she's too busy to make an account)

She says that she sees ripples, fog, lights,
dark spots, swirls and clear fog.

I myself have seen the fog, and dark spots. I haven't really talk to a doctor let alone anyone about the foggy swirls. I thought it was either I was too hot (in the summer) or too cold (in the winter).

Both my friend and I have been to the optometrists and other than being near sighted and needing glasses our eyes are pretty much in good shape.

(Mostly I say that because I've posted this on other forums and no one's been able to help all they ask is if we've both seen doctors for it and we have and other than being near sighted and needing glasses and to stand to loose a couple pounds we're healthy as horses)

Also I'd like to add that later on while I was on the plane I was able to consciously do what I was doing when my forehead "blinked". For me there wasn't any pressure just tingling and feeling like a "physical" eye when it blinks.
Well as far as I know other than being a few days premature and a few complications for not wanting to come out 36 hours after my mom's water broke I was pretty healthy.

I also noticed that it happens usually when I'm on the verge of falling asleep and I get woken up for what ever reason.

She wants to stop seeing that because it
unnerves her. She describes it as being like
the ocean in the sky with different ripples
on top of others and different shades and
textures, for ever ripple and different
movements and sometimes the clear fog.

She was wondering if there was a way to
either stop it completely or just "dim" it
down.

So yeah that's been the freaky shit that's been happening to me. Also I've told you that after I got sick with the tonsilitis that I've been seeing more and more shadow people. I even seen a fuck load during winter break with Master.

But it's cool. I had him to protect me. So we ended up talking a few nights ago cuz I haven't really been able to open my eyes at night when I'm awake but the lights are off. I feel like there's someone watching me and I know that there's nothing there but I feel like even though I know there's noting there it's like I'll end up opening my eyes and something will be there.

I also am freaked out by having my hands or feet hanging off the bed while uncovered. It creeps the fuck out of me.
Though Master says that it's prolly because no one ever came to help me feel better after having nightmares or not being able to sleep so it's worse in me because of that reason.

I dunno that's just how I feel. Plus the fact that this house used to be the home of a drug dealer. So there's a lot of negative energy left behind because of it.

So yeah that's about it for now. Till next time you cuntfucks. ILU >:3

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