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There's not that much really to talk about. More verbal abuse yesterday. I was pretty much dead yesterday. I forgot most of the drama bull shit that happened. So yeah.

Anyways I got most of my homework done except for my math class. I'll be working on it tomorrow and sunday and possibly during the rest of the week. Hopefully I'll be done before friday.

I'm happy I got all my text books so I have no more worrying and shit and spending my hard looked for change on making copies of the book. I can do it here at the house. Which I'm pretty happy about that.

Speaking of copies I did post an ad on Craigslist looking for a scanner and no luck so far. Neither for any tablets. Though I did get one on the day I posted it and it was an older model for 15$ but the guy didn't know if it was compatible with windows 7. Which I have windows 7 Starter. (which I FUCKING HATE WITH A FIREY PASSION!!)

Anyways Still no luck with my old tablet's pen. I can't remember for the life of me where the fuck I put that damn thing. So I have no tablet at the moment and it sucks like hell cuz I can't practice with it.

Oh well. I guess. I'll keep searching and re posting my Tablet AD.

Also finally went through most of my documents on my net book and in my google documents as well, I still have to go through my External hard drive. I'll prolly get rid of all my drawings because I have most of them on different art sites so yeah then go through all my movies, tv shows and books on the external, then add what I have on the netbook on there.

So I now have my first request for the new year. I'll prolly draw it later this weekend or next week.

Oh yeah. I'll be using the house scanner in the mean time (if it's compatible with my net book) to finally upload art finally. I missed posting my art up. Even though I know that my drawing sucks and that it's basically a big pile of steaming puke shit..

I also want to write a short vampire fic. Mostly because I replied to someone's journal on deviantart and said I would. So possibly when I have free time I'll write something out.

I finally got to see energy from non living things. I was getting out of my mom's car after she picked me up from school and I looked at one of the other cars we had and there was what looked almost like heat waves (ya know the wavy shit on a really hot day when you look at the ground) coming off the driver side door of the car.

Then a bit later the twin helped to teach me how to feed from the sky. I pretty much got it right off the bat but then again being a hybrid psi vamp I really wasn't surprised I got it so fast. Though it didnt last long since I got pissed off because of more trivial family bull shit.

I'll prolly try again later. It was a pretty weird.

Nothing else crazy has happened yet which I think is alright.

I counted my change this morning around 6am and it was 5.95$ I counted it again later today I counted again and I have 40,43$ sO i'm happy I have some urf monies.



Been getting into arguments with Master about me leaving. So far I've talked to the Twin, who said if she gets this job at some clinic she'll get a two bedroom apt and let me live in there with her till Master can gome and get me., and I spoke with another friend Sam who've im sure you've seen me mention a couple of times. She said that I need to get out of here as well as my awesome online brother grimmah.
So it's a grand total of four people who say I need to get the fuck out of here.

But what Master has trouble understanding is that by me leaving it has conquences for my family. Not that I really care its more chibi (my youngest youngest youngest brother) and my mom..

Being on welfare is hard. Especially with five kids. Two of which all they do is ask for money or expensive shit. Yeah I got a new net book for a little over 400$ but that was because it was a necessity. And I haven't sold it for drugs or booze.

And the fact that my mom could get kicked out of this house we've lived in for the past 11 years and be sent to a smaller cramped house. And again its more for my mom and the youngest brother.

So we fought about that and it made me feel like shit.

So I dunno what to do about that. Then I went to re do my Fafsa application so I can get fucking money for sitting my fat lazy ass in class and try and get good graades, because if I get a job like “normal” people they take my wages out of my mom's welfare check.

And I told Master that it was for the 2011-2012 year and then he says so you'll be at southwestern for the next couple of years. And I wanted to slap him and slap myself. (BTW Southwestern is the name of my college)

And then we got into talking about the different majors and stuff that I could take to get fincial aid and then I realized as much as I love drawing and writing I most likely cant do it professionally. Because Ya know how sometimes your mind goes black or blank when it comes to test taking? Especially big ones? Well i'm that way with deadlines.

So writing and drawing are not for me professionally.

Then I was like I wanna do occult studies. And then was like God dammit. There aren't any colleges or universities that offer those kinds of courses.

So Now I have a choice between Mythology and Religious studies. Or I might just say fuck it and just major in religious studies and minor in mythology. Or visa versa.

So yea thats about it.b

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