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2012-02-10 1:30 PM Ink Blot #261 I'm Depressed Previous Entry :: Next Entry Read/Post Comments (0) |
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So I'm depressed for various reasons. The first and foremost reason I'm depressed is I finally dumped my girlfriend. Who, by most accounts wasn't really my girlfriend since the relationship was one sided anyways. I know I should be happy that I'm still with Owner and I am. Its just it bothers me that I feel so alone. I mean even when I was with her we didn't talk at all. And if we did talk I was the only one who initiated contact. That isn't a way to keep a relationship alive. Another reason I'm depressed is I really want a girlfriend and a lot of people are not into couples, that's not what I want. I want my own separate relationship with a girl but people hear "I have a boyfriend" and everything just completely stops. At the same time I don't want to leave Owner because of this and I'm torn. The biggest part of my depression is being lonely. I have no one to hang out with after school or before or on my days off. I have no one to text or talk to. Out of 44 fucking people in my contact list I only text Owner daily. Not including facebook and twitter. Anyways other than trying to deal with my depression everything is alright. My cooking class and baking class are almost over. They're half semester classes so after they're over I'll have a week or so break and then I start the next two classes. I've been trying to write as much as I can. I've been able to start a few new things but after that and I take a break then go back I feel as if I dont have any desire to write any more. Bleh. Anyways on a lighter note, the twins seem to be calming down though they still keep chewing on the bars of the cage. I was able to finally get them both out of the cage without being bitten. Which really really makes me happy. Now I gotta focus on taming Fatty. I've noticed that night classes are not going to be a good thing for me. Despite being a night owl, my body has gotten used to being up during the day and it sucks. I think that's it for now. Not much else. Until next time my devious lovelies. |
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