and just who said i wasn't "flexible?" (well, i know who, and they were wrong.) i think i'm rolling with the punches pretty well.

man, again things are changing, dare i say evolving...because frankly, i'm not sure it's evolution that is happening here.

but i refuse to give up my one dream, if you will. and it may be a silly dream, but it's my dream. something that has been dormant, denied, ignored, and forsaken for a long long time.

chalk it up to the narcissist inside of me (yep, she's there. and she's mad as hell and she ain't gonna take it anymore)

it's a little bit jumbled and chaotic and as "the great negotiator," i am on a quest for a compromise (uh, insert scene from monty python and the holy grail here somewhere)but i am determined.

with any luck, the two headed dragon will soon be released upon the world to conquer and thrive.

it's all pretty cryptic ain't it?

;-)