Listening: Mozart's Requiem
Considering: joining the circus
Desiring: not really sure. a transporter maybe
Enjoying: I like the Requiem }:>

I'm thisclose to asking for a certain day off. I want to spend 24 hours untroubled by anyone I know. I'm very seriously thinking of driving to Albequerque but my car is so questionable and (according to Mapquest) it's at least a 12 hour drive in one direction that I'm scared to go alone. I may be better off headed to San Francisco.

Maybe if I leave town I'll rent a phone first and not tell anyone. Then I'll only call if I have an emergency. Not that anyone at home could help if my car breaks down somewhere in Arizona. But at least they'd know.

I just don't want to be at work doing work things. I want to have one normal day out in the sunshine without having a reason/excuse for it or being surrounded by people who tell me I ought to celebrate.

I feel it's only my right that I should get just one (1) measly day a year for my own. Not to celebrate, get drunk, party or anything. Just to live. But people don't understand. The appropriate way to go about this is that on a day off one must celebrate some how.

That or take care of old chores. I don't want to do chores either. Maybe if I had a plan I could spend the entire day in LA. But it would have to be a darned good plan.

Otherwise I'm going to Albequerque.

Maybe.