So today started out pretty uneventful. Work was nice and slow so I got to bury my nose deep in a Marion Zimmer Bradley novel. So that was totally to my liking. It's nice to not have to be on my toes now that I'm alone in the mornings again. I had to be for awhile, because the new girl was working with me. Now, she's pretty much on the closing shifts.

At 1, I neatly slipped my book away and pretended to be engrossed with a project when Carla came in (there really isn't any need for this charade I know, because she'll slack off eventually...we all did). I called Berek and we went to lunch.

It's strange working with Berek and trying to behave professionally around each other. It's especially hard for me actually. He seems to have adapted fairly well (though we sneak kisses here and there. ^_^). It's just tough distancing myself from him in that way to establish a manager/employee relationship. I just want to wrap my arms around him and hug him. I almost feel like a part of me is caged up inside and keeps banging on the doors to be let out when I'm around him at work. The other thing that I don't like is that we can't really have a whole day to do stuff together anymore. I mean, I do the scheduling for my store, but the problem is, we can't have just one person closing. Even for the Springsteen concert I have to at least work 9-1 that day because if I don't then someone will be closing by themselves. Frankly, the neighborhood is too dangerous.

Now, I'm afraid if I can't find another job before school starts in September that Berek and I won't have any time together. *sniffles* He said he'd probably cut his days from five to four if that became a problem, but I think it'll just be hard. Especially since we've been spoiled and have had all this time together for the last four almost five months. I believe we'll find the time though. I will make sure of it.

So Berek and I just spent the day together doing...stuff. It was nice. We had the option of going to a movie with Ben and his dad, but I wasn't up to it and I just really wanted to spend time with Berek. Mostly because I was yearning for his affection. I saw him the last two days, but "professionally" not affectionately. I think we needed some time together just doing...stuff. :D

After hanging around the house for awhile we went to have dinner at P.F. Chang's. I was in a sentimental and sappy mood I guess because I couldn't stop thinking how incredibly lucky I am to be with this man with whom I love so much. :D He's intelligent, funny, sexy, fun loving, and perfect! I love everything about him and I just feel so damn lucky to have him. ^_^

When we were through with dinner we went to Barnes and Noble just to look at...stuff. You know it's kinda silly, but I like it when we go to either Barnes and Noble or Border's. It's like a ritual we have or something. I mean I suppose we would go anyway whether we were together or not, but it means something to me when we go because...it's something we do and we both enjoy. Does this make any sense? Hmmm...oh well. :)

I didn't want to go home. Like I said, I guess I am in some sort of sappy, sentimental mood because I just wanted to stay with Berek and cuddle. However, I know I can look forward to that tomorrow night. Well I guess, *yawn* I had better go to bed. I'm going to go to Pierce College in the morning. *yawn* zzzzzzzz



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