Such Sweet Nothing

woooohooooooo.
june holidays are here!!! i know its not exactly a holiday.its always nice to have a reason to self deceive isnt it...
anyway. i had english mock exam yesterday. i can only pray seriously. paper 1 didnt kill me too badly ( cos i had inspiration. i really understand that everything happens for a reason now. really.) paper 2 really sucked. esp summary. i was in frantic panic cos everyone finished real early and started putting their heads onto the table to rest. and that freaked me out no end cos i really thought i was like turning stupid or something...
anyway its over. like i said. i'll pray. whether God answers is however, an entirely different issue. i really wonder how He listens to these prayers and which and how He picks those to answer. or does He just answer every one? just some in delayed motion and some instantly?... i dunno.
the bottomline is: June is here. school is out. holidays are in!

after getting my report book, i'm like super motivated to study. surprisingly, i improved and my l1r5 improved.... this is surely one prayer answered...

june is a time to pick up the pace. june is the time to feel the heat of the race and get moving. i must i must. study hard and perservere.
next year, when i collect my results. i want to cry. but i want to shed tears of joy and jubilation that comes from triumph and victory. i want to see my teachers. but i want to see them to thank them and not to say i'm sorry. i want to pinch myself. but just to check if its a dream and not because i regret what i have not done.

so. june is a time for me to do what i have been doing for a long long time. MUG. CRAM. STUDY.
its decided then. these 30 days, i live solely for this purpose.

and the hurdles thing. urg. my mental torture continues... i wish i could just noe. i need closure. i need to plan. i need to move on. if i am in, i need to get ready for a long, bumpy, uphill journey. if i'm not, i have another race to run. o levels...
the frustrating thing is. its been decided. i can do nothing to change it. and i still dunno.
URRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

shall keep my fingers crossed and hold on to hope...




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