i have decided to quit softball.
today, i went to talk to coach joe..
told her i wanted to quit. but then she persuaded me to stay.. said i had potential thats why she wants me to stay... swayed me a bit... she's a really great coach and i respect her a lot...
but after i've had a bit of time and distance, i think its for the better that i quit. the time and energy i will put in... its kind of not worth it even though i know i like the game... another life, another time, another place... i would probably have taken it up as a leisure thing. but as with track, i know that if i persue it competitively, it will sort of kill my passion for it.

its a tough call. it really is.

cos i felt like softball would be... you know.. another thing. that thing that i would like school for. but... i guess i cannot handle it. no matter what coach joe says.

i can only say i'm sorry. (because i really am.)

don't look back. just don't.