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2011-03-26 8:24 PM
Blah-g #234 Sorry For Being Dead So Long

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Sorry I have been dead. Way too much stress here and there, being sick, getting injured, dealing with family bullshit like always (when is that not a surprise), homework piling up on me, so yeah.
The majority of it is just family bullshit and homework piling up on me.
First of all I’d like to let you people know that if we were friends on FB that I did NOT purposely delete you. I ended up mass deleting everyone on accident as I was trying to answer a message on there with my phone and I guess they updated some of the software or something so I can not access FB on my phone now. Which majorly sucks since that’s how I get in touch with some of my friends who don’t have a cell phone or don’t text or don’t have gmail or skype. So please add me back to your friends list.

So in other news my brother wants to leave with his friend Matt when he goes back to Salt Lake city. Well I hope he doesn’t get in trouble with the law. That’s all I got to say to that. I really don’t care.
About 3 Fridays ago I fell and scraped up my knee. I also ended up bruising the bone and muscle in my knee, so I’m still in slight pain from my fall but it’s only when I sneeze or shiver that my knee hurts. The scab has healed up really nicely considering how much I’ve been fucking picking at it lol. I remember I saved the first picking of the scab when I first picked it off. I also have a few other scab pickings saved up. Why? I don’t really know. I thought it would’ve been cool at the time.
I just found out when I went to get my mom a clean shirt from the garage that my sister’s been stealing my underwear. Why I have no fucking clue. See I could understand if she took my shirts, jackets or socks they’re fucking sick! Hell I’d steal my own shit lol. I can even understand her taking my bra’s to sew them to her size and stuff them to make her non existent tits look huge. But my underwear? I’m like what 5 or 6 sizes bigger than her for pants. I think she’s like a size 10 and I’m a size 22 in womens so of course my stuff is gonna be fucking bigger than her so why the fuck is she taking them? And it’s not like they’re sexy thongs or boy cuts. Hell if anything I have granny panties (TMI I know). It just baffles me.
Anyways. I’ve been dead as my title suggests mostly because as I’ve explained that I’ve been under a lot of stress. Mostly with my family (as shown in the passages above) and with a lot of school stuff. The best way I can describe it is I’ve been feeling burnt out and tired of going to school. It seems pretty pointless to me because I’m don’t feel like I’m learning anything and all I’m doing is going to school, watching my younger brothers, cleaning and house work. I hardly get to hang out with my friends. I think since I came back in January, I’ve only hung out with Steph and the Twin, the twin got two days and Steph has gotten about 3 days. So that’s a total of 5 times I’ve been able to hang out with my friends. So it bugs me that I don’t do that as much since that was one of the conditions of me being able to come back here.
So I’m tired of going to school, I’m stressed to the point where I might give myself ulcers because of homework loads. I mean I like my classes except the reading class because the teacher is just so weird and tries to be funny and acts like we’re a bunch of fucking idiots, math class is ok, all we mostly do is take notes and then exams, the homework is online so its not that bad and that teacher doesn’t particularly believe in us either as she offered anyone who gets a 95 on the next test she’ll get them any drink of any size from Starbucks. My writing teacher isn’t that bad. I just don’t like the fact that we have to work with a novel to get our ideas, but then again I like creating stuff from my own head way better than using someone else’s ideas.
Then my dad tells me that there aren’t going to be any classes at the college for summer because of the budget cuts. I’m like FUCK YES! Then on Thursday he asks me and my brother “Have you looked at the summer schedule yet?” I thought what the fuck? You need to get your shit straight. Either there’s no summer classes or there are. What is it.
Then just having to deal with my brother and sister making fun of me like always and now my younger brothers too. I know I’m big but shit you have to fucking rub it in. Then a certain friend is getting on my case because apparently I see submission as love and its not supposed to be love. I also suffer from PCS or Prince Charming Syndrome and that I need to over come that and become an independent woman and blah blah blah. Then other people won’t shut the fuck up about shit and I’m getting bugged by it. Others who act like they’re emo but they aint got shit on emo. IF you want emo fucking come live in my house for a fucking day because I know you wont be able to survive the week. Then come back and tell me shit. I’m just fucking sick of it all. I don’t care about you’re problems as I’m sure none of you care about mine. So yeah. /rant
Well good news is Kuma has a doctor’s app for the 30th and then he’ll be able to get his learner’s permit and then his driver’s license to get a job. So that’s always good. As far as when I’m leaving to see him for the summer is tentative since its dependant on him having a job by then, but we’re still planning it for the week after finals or the first week of June. I’ll most likely be leaving nibblets here at the house but I told him that if he can see about the info about pet shipping then I’ll make my final decision then. So that’s also in the air.
As far as getting a new phone that seems HIGHLY UNLIKELY as I have to wait til August to upgrade this phone or to see if my mom will want to switch carriers after the end of this contract which won’t be til next year when it ends. Or I wait until Kuma can get me one. Though again I’m not gonna hold my breath for either of them. So I’m most likely gonna be stuck with this piece of shit of a phone until it just completely dies on me like the other phone I had before this one. It kinda sucks cuz I’m really starting to hate this phone so much. I can’t listen to my music on my Micro SD card, sometimes when someone calls me I can’t hear them and have to hang up and call them back before they call me back or else my phone just vibrates like crazy and I have to take the battery out, I can’t access facebook, I sometimes don’t get text messages at all, and I’ve faded off all the keys on my phone to the point where a guy who worked for Sprint said, “In all 6 years I’ve been working here at Sprint never have I seen keys so faded off like this.” And not to mention the dead spots. I Hate the fucking dead spots.

Well that’s about it for now. I’m gonna try to update again at least once a week on Saturday or Sunday.

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